I got a big...

I got a big ego ha ha ha
Im Such a big ego uh uh uh



My ego is my imaginary friend
She was with me when I was only imagining
Couldn't let the dream killers kill my self-esteem.
Or use the arrogance as the steam that power my dreams and my ego

Big plans tonight

Guess what I am doing tonight?!? I am going to.....








...at the majestry theathre. First dinner then Phantom of the opera. I am SO excited about this I finally get to sing my lovely phantom songs. And I heard that they smash the cristal chandeler on every performance (one that they can put together afterwards again of course)
chorus at the Paris Opera House.

Wednesday Afternoon

I am trying to change to blogg.se but I refuse to do it before I can figure out how to change the header on the blog. I am playing around with the html codes but without success! Damn damn damn Blogg.se is better because you can see how many visitors you've had and you can upload bigger pictures!

Fixed my nails anyway...

Lesson no 1. Laughter

This is Lincoln, he works in my building.


I dont think I have EVER seen this man without a smile on his face. Isnt that lovely? I thought I'd tell you a bit about laughter and WHY it is so good for you. Then I got an idea for my blog. You know they say that "you learn something new every day" so I thought that I will teach YOU something new everyday. (except for those extremely smart people who already know EVERYTHING *blink blink*)


1. Laughing a hundred times is roughly like being on an exercise bike for 15 minutes because you use the muscles in your stomach (diaphragm and face) and you increase your heart rate.

2. There are two stress hormones in your body that drops when you laugh (Cortisol and epinephrine). These two hormones will normally suppress your body’s immune system, so if you laugh... your immune system gets stronger. Good ey?

3. By laughing you increase a natural substance in your body that can prevent some cancer viruses.

4. Unfortunately there are always two sides of every story. A Danish man named Ole Centzen died after laughing so hard to the movie “A fish called Wanda” because his heart rate races to 250 – 500 beats a minute and he had a heart attack.

5. When you laugh you are using 13 muscles, by frowning you use 47. And you’ll have to smile about 250 000 times to make a wrinkle.

Outfit of today

Mmmm Soup

I am trying to make sure to eat breakfast more often. Today I'll have yoghurt, 1 banana, 1 kellogs bar and my favourite water "Ice-clear" Norweigan still water


This is what I had for lunch yesterday and probably will have today as well. One of the best tomato basil soups I have ever had (from Pret) Yum MI! And a little piece of bread to get some fiber.

THE HILLS ARE ALIVE.....

With the sound of music....


Wednesday morning... I am going to the gym with Minna tonight. Maybe Johanna would like to come as well? *blink blink*
It is cold as hell at work and I am NOT happy about it...


OH good news though I am going to a musical with a guy from work. Thats very sweet to take me just because I babbel on about how much I like Sound of music, Phantom of the opera and those classics. I hope I dont embaress him and sing out TOO loud then.... AH I cant believe that I am going to a muusical. I am probably gonna cry, might get akward at work the next day with me and him haha

Meaning of life?

Do I have the screen to close to my face u think? Am I not straight in my back? Do I do a lot of things that is not good for me? I guess so... From my point of view.. I am laid back so I try not to worry too much. How about a large Mcdonalds meal some day, a crazy booze night out, some sweets and crisps mmmm... Isnt the meaning of life, to enjoy it? How are we suppose to enjoy life when all you read about all the time is the dangers around us. DONT DRINK ALCOHOL, NO SMOKING, NO FAT FOOD, DONT EAT THIS, DONT DO THAT, no this no that. OMG what am I allowed to do if I choose to stick to the "healthy" way of life. Okay listen... I know (as you all) that most things are fine in an sensable amout.. and that is what I try to stick to...
BUT DONT CUT OUT ALL THE FUN!


ps. are u having that last cookie or can I take it mate?

confused

Good morning... a late one. I am SO nervous.. I am torn because I have this great opportunity just laying in front of me and all I can think of is how un-loyal I feel again someone that has been really really good to me. But I think that sometimes in life you need to think about yourself to get anywhere, even though your concieniense might catch up with you, you still find yourself in a place in life that you can be really proud off.

Does it sound confusing? Well I am confused! So if I go ahead and do this... I will let you know exactly what it is!

freebie list

Like all couples should have I too have a "freebie" list. Now, I dont have a boyfriend but eventually when I grow up and settle down I think me and my other half should have one too. So here is my list. (its not final, I might make some changes, THEN it will go into the laminator);)



Okay Imma start with a classic hunk. Colin Farrell. Nothing is bad with this guy when it comes to his looks. But maybe he is really short? I dont know..







Okay I saw this guy on a tv show and I just fell for his mysterious personality. He got this special aura around him. He is A LOT older then me so I'd have to wait until I grow up to find my self a Dr Green Look a like.







Okay this is the one that probably no one else will understand. I really dont think this guy is HOT, but when I saw him on stage the first time (He is the lead singer of System fo a down) I just fell flat.











OH Gerard is number 1 on my list. Nothing else needs to be said.














And we will finish up with R kelly. And all I have to say about him is Yummie

regular hottie goes....

This is what I hope Ill look like when I am 35.
Well preserved with a smashing academic career.

Girls gone wild

So my weekend.... On Friday after work we went for a drink because sweet Goudile is leaving on Tuesday to go back to Lithuania. Here she is with me and Dorota.
James, Andrew, Karoly and Patrick was there as well to sweep some beers. Theen... I went home to Tai. It took me bloody 45 minutes to figure out how to get the dvd picture to show on the tv... This tv is driving me nuts! And of course Tai was working so I didnt want to disturb him so I had to call in for help with Andrew, my saviour as always. Slept untl 3pm on Saturday then me and Tai watched Buffy and the vampires for 3 hours (it was running on the Sci fi channel).

And finally on Sunday we all went to Boujis as usual.


I had a little giggle, Elin (far right) looks like she just saw a ghost (or is one) compared to the other girls. Im sorry Elin but its true!


Hamid is playing the guitar on my leg, unfortunately it was not tuned.


Hamid and I.

We were WILD yesterday. Absolutely WILD. I can't even tell you everything we did, but I do have it on film hihihi... Ill upload one video from last night though... Soon...

Obsessed?

Video blog! In the car

Out with the girls last summer just before having dinner



Starring Maud in the front seat, Isa driving, Jennifer next to me (Isa's daughter) and Charlene giving us a beautiful tune and me Filming


ps. can u tell Maud is french? lol

Video blog! I love work!

Here's an video from my last office. These are THE most fun guys I have EVER worked with. Syed is bullying the man we call "Rubbish" (also known as Emmanuel) and Rubbish goes in for the punch.



Also starring in the video is:
- Michael
- Buphinder (aka BUP)
- Ghias
- Claudia

I have NEVER laughed more at work then what I did at this place!!!
I miss you guys! :(

Video blog! Fitness a la Karolina and Nikki

Girls get jealous when we get on the dancefloor cause their men wants to be with us. Can u blame them?

I got a point! On London people

Andrew

Not the last one remaining but one of the last genuine good guys I know. What will happen to the worlds large population of women? There is SO hard to find an 100% honest person (friends and boyfriend) that when one of them goes off and gets married... you lose a little bit of hope really. But no need to panic girls! Everything will be fine I am sure! And in worst case scenario.. We can always grow old as SATC Samatha and be "singel and happy" ye... Id love to... pr^%(*%^&_)ick



So why is it that in London, most people you find is so shallow? Is it because the city is so big? "There's plenty more fish in the sea" so does that mean there is no need to keep up a trust with one person because there is so many others so meet and get to know? What I think is the reason to guys having trouble to keep their snake in their pants here is because of the many different cultures London brings. You like asian girls? Indian? Skandinavians? Brazilians? Russian? American? LONDONS GOT IT! Of course all guys have different taste and some of them are probably good guys, its just that when there is so many temptations that can satisfy everything you fancy... its probably difficult to realize how lucky you really are with the girl that you are with. Guys need to start appriciate what they have and not just realize it when it is too late. What a cliche! But it is so true! So my next question is... HOW do you make the guy realize how lucky he is to have you? I need to do some research and I will get back to you!


Stay tuned

3 girls in bed..... Gerard.. your welcomed?!

We're watching Law Abiding Citizen and we're all going MAD! Karolina has given up and can't watch it no more, Rebecca is pissed off and I just about HAD IT! Gerard Butler is so fine and it is just not FAIR that we can't just make a wish and have him ringing our door bell. It is just not fair!

Oh ye... so we went to Boujis last night. Me, Joh, Rebecca, Karolina and Elin. The WHOLE Swedish house, and then Hamid of course. I think we almost died when he showed us this picture


So thats Hamid and Gerard when he was celebrating his birthday at Chinawhite which Hamid happens to be a bouncer at. DAMN IT! Well at least Im closer then before... now I know someone that has met him, someone that has touched him... ohh... I am getting the chills down my back...


I'll upload pictures of last night soon, and the drinks on Friday...

on the line last night

Other than watching the movie last night I spent about and hour curling my hair. Then Karolina and I did our dance in the back yard with Elin filming us.. It is such a good excersise! Maybe we can create a fitness video Karolina? And you will just laugh the fat right off ya!

After that I spent about 3 hours on the phone with S****n as I said before...

Todays outfit

I am wearing a pair of ripped tights and my flower hoodie + leather jacket. Sheperds uggs and curly hair.

watch out!

Guess what? I watched "Law Abiding citizen" last night AGAIN! Karolina, Rebecca and I was dreaming away about Gerard Butler again.. ahh... But when the movie ended we had to face reality.. None of us will get him. It was difficult to accept.



Anyways.. peace out ye?

You got the love

Imagine the man you love writing this to you...


Look at the stars, look how they shine for you,
And everything you do, they were all yellow
I came along, I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do. And it was called yellow
Your skin, your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful
D'you know I love you so For you i bleed myself dry
Coldplay <3



I wanted to find an ugly pictures of her cause I am jealous of what she got... But damn it she is still pretty! Well I guess all thats left to say gwyneth... Congratulations! You've baged yourself a keeper!

gym and sunbed

I dont know why I feel so tired today.. But I CAN'T slack off tonight so Im gonna go to the gym and then get 10 mins sunbed. I might go and see Avatar in 3D on Saturday with a friend, and tomorrow Im going o see Tai. Not long left for Thailand! Yeay!!

Flower delivery

I am having a crap morning. Suddenly I got stuff to do again at work. I am so tired and by body hurts so much after going to the gym. BUT, what is this? Flowers for me? Ah you guys....


Awh.. I love it?...

Coffe anyone?

For you Swedish people that doesnt know what Pr*ck means...
Its quite a bad word...

Me? Computer geek?

I am going back and forward on what to study. I am really interested in computers, science, biologi, the human body, law etc. I spoke to a guy at work about it and he gave me this book to read about Computer forensic, digital evidence and computer crime. I asked him to give me 3 weeks to finish it its about 700 pages and a lot of new words. Im gonna highlight some interesting things in the book and see if this direction fits me as well as it feels like.